i have been needing to write. for years. i have been wanting and needing to express myself, but never realising that i had been doing this very thing my entire life.
life is a stage and sometimes i'm real good at it and sometimes i'm a complete lemon.
i think my problem with starting to write or doodle or paint or glue or knit or sew is the fact that i want to start AND finish something all in one swoop! i have patience, but no guidance. this was common in my upbringing.
the best part about turning 30ish is the admitting of my insecurities. not just admitting insecurities, but not feeling ashamed about the ones i really want to embrace, believing these traits were not enjoyed upon the masses i was obviously trying to win over. another thing to admit while realising this was i wasn't trying to win over my peers. i was always trying to win my family.
but this isn't about my family or who i call or consider friends. this is about life right now. using tools and lessons from my past to vitalize my future.
this is also about writing down everything. i feel younger than ever and i want to share as much as i can without being too preachy.
i may write a couple times a day or long blogs once a week. i don't know. i want to write something once a day--so this will be my first goal.
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